Tension was mounting the week before our Vegas trip. It seemed that every time I ran into Lauren or Lo they weren't very friendly. I'm sure everyone can relate to those feelings -it's pretty easy to tell when you're not wanted around. You can feel the bad energy and vibes that are put out. Anyway, I had confronted both of them before on their behavior (rolling their eyes, talking over me, and texting while I was talking to them about something that was important to me). When we were out, it felt like I was invisible, so eventually I took myself out of the awkward situations and stopped making an effort. I surrounded myself with positive, happy people and tried to steer clear of the opposite. To have a friend, you have to be a friend, and that definitely wasn't happening so I chose to distance myself.
Watching the episode I got to hear Lauren's version on the night before at Goa. I never told her "I am here with my friends." This is what happened as I kind of explained to Justin in the show without going into details:
That night at Goa the cameras were not filming. I went out with my sister and a bunch of friends. We got a table at Goa. Halfway through the night Lauren and Lo and a bunch of their friends came to sit at the table. We acknowledged each other, and we scooted down to make room, but there wasn't a lot of space. I was in the middle of a deep conversation with one of my friends when Lauren kept yelling my name. I looked over and told her to hold on one second because I didn't want to be rude. When my friend was finished with what he was saying I looked over and they all got up to leave.
Lauren wanted to talk right then and there, but I didn't think it was the right time or place to have an important conversation. It's interesting to watch the show and see/hear everyone's perspective on certain issues.
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