Soo, Sunday night's special episode was full of drama! The whole Vegas trip was awkward! I'm so glad I had Justin there with me--he was very supportive. We flew to Vegas together later to meet up with everyone for Frankie's birthday at the club, but half of the trip we ended up doing our own thing.
Tension was mounting the week before our Vegas trip. It seemed that every time I ran into Lauren or Lo they weren't very friendly. I'm sure everyone can relate to those feelings -it's pretty easy to tell when you're not wanted around. You can feel the bad energy and vibes that are put out. Anyway, I had confronted both of them before on their behavior (rolling their eyes, talking over me, and texting while I was talking to them about something that was important to me). When we were out, it felt like I was invisible, so eventually I took myself out of the awkward situations and stopped making an effort. I surrounded myself with positive, happy people and tried to steer clear of the opposite. To have a friend, you have to be a friend, and that definitely wasn't happening so I chose to distance myself.
Watching the episode I got to hear Lauren's version on the night before at Goa. I never told her "I am here with my friends." This is what happened as I kind of explained to Justin in the show without going into details:
That night at Goa the cameras were not filming. I went out with my sister and a bunch of friends. We got a table at Goa. Halfway through the night Lauren and Lo and a bunch of their friends came to sit at the table. We acknowledged each other, and we scooted down to make room, but there wasn't a lot of space. I was in the middle of a deep conversation with one of my friends when Lauren kept yelling my name. I looked over and told her to hold on one second because I didn't want to be rude. When my friend was finished with what he was saying I looked over and they all got up to leave.
Lauren wanted to talk right then and there, but I didn't think it was the right time or place to have an important conversation. It's interesting to watch the show and see/hear everyone's perspective on certain issues.
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