Tonight's episode was about me moving out, along with other issues as well. I had been looking for a place for months and I finally found a house in the hills that I loved that wasn't too big or too small. Although Lauren knew I had been thinking about it for a while, I wasn't sure how she was going to react. I didn't know if she was going to be mad or happy for me. I kept thinking of how it was when Heidi moved out and how everything went downhill from there with their friendship. I ended up telling her when I was ready and it was definite and she seemed to be cool about it. She knew her house was never home to me and since I lived in the pool house I barely saw her or Lo anyway, so it wouldn't really be that huge of a difference.

Read the rest of what I have to say about Episode 14 after the jump.

On last night's episode of The Hills Lauren and I were finally getting back on track. :) I invited Lauren, Lo and Stephanie to the showcase even though I knew they weren't into those kind of "weird head bobbing" ordeals. They still came and we ended up having a great time! The White Tie Affair guys were awesome! They were so funny and laid back, not to mention talented! Their music was pretty catchy. You guys should definitely check them out!

I guess you all noticed who was a no show to the showcase. I was a little bummed at first because I had really hoped Justin could be there to support me and all that. At this point you just have to accept it and move on.

The night actually ended up working out really well though! I got to do some bonding with the band and the girls as well as a few other friends I invited who I don't get to see very often. :)

Last night's episode of The Hills was intense! I think that's the third time I've cried so far on the show!!! Haha! I'm so glad Lauren and I had that talk. I've definitely learned not to let things build up and not to avoid certain scenarios. That was one of our first little confrontations, I believe they only make your friendship stronger in the long run.

There were a lot of little things that just kept adding to the tension. The new living situation, the new friend/roomie, the rumors you read and hear about in magazines and on gossip sites, moving on in the industry on my own, the whole flirtyness with certain someones that was uncalled for, and only being a true friend when it was called for were all building up. It was these and many other things that kept adding to the fire, and eventually led to the breakdown which included tears and big decisions.

Justin again was there for me through the hard time. He was very supportive, gave me good advice and offered me a place to stay if needed. One thing I love about him is that he stays away from the drama and is usually pretty blunt about things. He has a good intuition about people.

I feel that in the fourth season things have changed so much and continue to keep changing. It's going to be a good season, don't you think? :)

Soo, Sunday night's special episode was full of drama! The whole Vegas trip was awkward! I'm so glad I had Justin there with me--he was very supportive. We flew to Vegas together later to meet up with everyone for Frankie's birthday at the club, but half of the trip we ended up doing our own thing.

Tension was mounting the week before our Vegas trip. It seemed that every time I ran into Lauren or Lo they weren't very friendly. I'm sure everyone can relate to those feelings -it's pretty easy to tell when you're not wanted around. You can feel the bad energy and vibes that are put out. Anyway, I had confronted both of them before on their behavior (rolling their eyes, talking over me, and texting while I was talking to them about something that was important to me). When we were out, it felt like I was invisible, so eventually I took myself out of the awkward situations and stopped making an effort. I surrounded myself with positive, happy people and tried to steer clear of the opposite. To have a friend, you have to be a friend, and that definitely wasn't happening so I chose to distance myself.

Watching the episode I got to hear Lauren's version on the night before at Goa. I never told her "I am here with my friends." This is what happened as I kind of explained to Justin in the show without going into details:

That night at Goa the cameras were not filming. I went out with my sister and a bunch of friends. We got a table at Goa. Halfway through the night Lauren and Lo and a bunch of their friends came to sit at the table. We acknowledged each other, and we scooted down to make room, but there wasn't a lot of space. I was in the middle of a deep conversation with one of my friends when Lauren kept yelling my name. I looked over and told her to hold on one second because I didn't want to be rude. When my friend was finished with what he was saying I looked over and they all got up to leave.

Lauren wanted to talk right then and there, but I didn't think it was the right time or place to have an important conversation. It's interesting to watch the show and see/hear everyone's perspective on certain issues.

Click on the link to see how I feel about the rest of the episode!

Did you guys miss me in the third episode of The Hills? It was really about Whitney's exciting new bi-coastal duties with work, and Lauren's dilemma with Doug.  I still enjoyed it, especially watching Whitney meet up with that cute model!

I'm sure you all noticed that the next episode is especially drama filled!! We all took a trip to Vegas for Frankie's birthday and I couldn't wait to see it, because it was the first time I got to actually hear what Lauren, Brody and Lo discussed in Vegas. I have to say, that trip wasn't the highlight of my summer.  What did you think of the episode and all of the tension building up?

This afternoon I'll also be letting you guys know how I feel about episodes 4 and 5 of The Hills (I've been so busy lately!) so be sure to come check it out. :)

The TV Guide photo shoot was one of the most fun shoots I've done so far! We got to dress in little football jerseys and wear the black under our eyes. We shot at Quixote Studios where I used to work, so I got to see all my old coworkers and friends. It definitely brought back memories!  

The set was covered with real grass and they had a big backdrop of the sky. For some of the pictures we got to jump on a trampoline, run on a treadmill holding a football and sit on the bleachers. We did silly poses and tough poses. It was so much fun and the crew and photographer were amazing!!

What do you think? Do I look tough or just silly? lol!

Here is a sneak peek into episode 2 of season 4 of The Hills for you guys to see. Last weeks episode pretty much speaks for itself. :)

Tonight's episode still shows how there is definitely tension between Lo and I. It's weird because when I'm actually filming with her I don't always notice the dirty looks until I watch the episode. It's actually kind of funny to watch on TV, and I get to see everyone else's point of view of what's going on.

Going to Stephanie's birthday party was definitely a bit awkward for me. I didn't know Stephanie very well and I knew Lauren and Lo would be glued together, but I still went and had half a cocktail, said my hellos and then quietly slipped out before the drama.

Team brunette! Whoo whoo!! Haha. I love Chiara my Epic coworker!! I'm so excited for this season. There is still a lot to come ~ including more talented new artists from Epic!

I saw this comment on my shopping post with Lo, so I thought I would share with you all. :)

jenn:  you always have the best dresses and such great style! one night you were photographed with lo and lc at Kumo about a month ago. you were wearing the cutest dress ever - it's striped vertically, multi-colored with a tie around the hips and goes off one shoulder. i would love to know what brand it is???

See the dress here.

I bought that dress at Harmony Lane on Beverly Blvd., and it is one of my favorite boutiques. These photos are from the store and that paparazzi guy followed me there all the way from my house!